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Saturday, October 28, 2006

it's been a fucked up week. period. i don't know what i'm doing. i don't know what i want. i'm dreading school each day. nonetheless, i'm glad that there're nice people like sze ying, terence and gloria around in school. but for the 949274591641th times i'm saying this, it's just so damn freaking stressful lah. life's so screwed in ntu, it causes me to miss mj and ccs even more.

you're so sweet yet vulnerable. i wanna reach out to you and be that one person whom you could trust. yet deep down, i know i'm incapable of doing that. i want to show you that it exists but ironically, a part of me seems to have given up on it some time ago. i wanna make this better for you but it seems like i've lost that feeling. this is something i've never wanted to admit but perhaps it's the past that's hindering me from moving on. i feel inhuman, like an empty soul wandering about aimlessly in life.

listening to this song, it brings back painful memories.

take me with you
1:01 AM


Thoughts

Everytime your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
Could it be that this will be the one that lasts?
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times


Her

elizabeth; TheRoyal
since 1987
meridian jc. ntu (spms)
ntu hall 8; khalanx
17june
Friendster

Well of WORDS



EXITS

|mjc04S307
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|Ah Seng
|Christopher
|Cruz
|Daniel
|Faeez
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|Jia Jun
|Kuen Cherng
|Leeling
|Leonard
|Micheal
|Peifen
|Qingrui
|Santi
|Selina
|Shi Ming
|Shirley
|Sockgeok
|Vincent
|Wei Jian
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